Tuesday, November 25, 2008 . 11/25/2008 09:12:00 PM
Awww man...i am so upset that my end of year bonus is going to be cut by a MONTH! Supa heart pain....i was so CLOSE to taste my "fruit of labour" but, crisis suddenly sat in and getting worst day by day which made our "ah gong" had no choice but to cut bonus so as to save cost. Why...why must the crisis come into the picture at this crucial point of time...it is really a supa TURN OFF for me loh. I dun blame "ah gong" decision, in fact i think "they" did the right decision and if they dun do it this way, our country economy might get worsen and people will suffer more. But... i just cant stop myself whining about my loss lah! All are to blame the so called "business" people who spoilt market by contributing stupid acts and ideas in order to feed their own "ambitious".I find that some people are really a pain in the ass. If you guys had visited my profile in facebook, you should be able to see what i had wrote for my current feel about the deduction of our bonus and seriously, i do not think i did anything wrong. I am just simply whining about my loss contributed by this economy crisis and why must they come in and gave farking comments like "If you think you sign on is becoz of BONUS..." , "You must be grateful that some people out there dun even get their bonus..." blah blah etc. They assumed i dun feel the same for the others working in private sector which i felt so UNJUST! As if my parents and friends are not working in private sector...in fact i know very clearly of their situation and i myself had also been through life in "private" sector before.
Yes, some may not even get their bonus but so what! why must they relate with peopel "outside"? I didnt MAKE any comments which says
"wah lao, bonus is worst then private sector" etc things like that!
Damn asshole....and one particular guy even related it with
" If you think sign on is becoz of bonus...."
I am supa PEK CHEK with people who said that to me regardless of anything got to do with the sentence" If you think sign on is becoz of blah blah blah". They are just too short sighted who assumed that the bunch of people signed on are just like HIM, who only signed on purely for the sake of $$! In fact, i realised they are so god damn insensitive to other people feeling and their words just simply throw my dignity down to the drain like that without even knowing the intention of mine!
I see each and everyone who made up their own decisions to do something are UNIQUE as they know best of what they really see in themselves. How could they anyhow summarise and deformed other peoples' intentions???
Next, i really find that some people in my working place are seriously sick in their mind. They simply do not think through what they are saying and just shoot BIG FONTS mails just for the sake of replying. Siao one leh.....for an example, there is a guy call "ah lao" who is very senior but when he send mails, he will always reply in supa big fonts like,
"I WILL SMACK YOU DOWN" ,
"I AM THE KING OF THE RING!",
"Even if i know i will keep my mouth shut coz there are some people who do not like it and will smack it down. But if i know i will SMACK back even harder!"
etc. I do not mind him doing that although i find it rather "hostile" , but i really have very limited idea of what he is trying to say! Farking ridiculous lah...and today he sent mail again saying, " Low, quain looks like you guys have underlying "QUANTUM OF SOLACE" issues need to be settled as foreseen by chen siang" . What the fuck got to do with QUANTUM OF SOLACE!!!!???? He really siao one leh....and whenever he replied things like that makes me feel so humilated. Farking no LINK to what i want to know from him at all! It is worst then CITY LINK! At least city link can link people to suntec but his words, i do not know where he can link it to! He also did send something else which is supa no link....but i cant recall wad is it haha and i gotta check my mail again.
And again, i find it really hard to work sometimes. They always encourage us to highlight and bring up issues which we identified but whenever we tried to do that, they will either bo chap, anyhow entertain you with few words or SHOOT your BACK with many many ARROWS! *Ouch* Sometimes i really feel demoralised....and i really really really need a TIME off from my current work and go somewhere FAR FAR away to unload my stress....but when i really need it, no one was with me...and they gave reasons like no $$.., no time.., busy.., haiz....sad sia....dunno when i will be able to travel far far away for holiday le loh......."F-R-I-E-N-D-S!"
Was it supposed to be spelt this way????