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Friday, October 24, 2008 . 10/24/2008 10:11:00 PM

Awww....i am so freaked out by 2 strangers on friendster! First is a BA POK look alike person added me and soon after that "she/he" sent me a smile with attached message which says, "YOU ARE CUTE!". Sian 1/2 loh...and why i say that person is a BA POK was because, all her friends in "she/he" photo albums are obviously a "guy" yet they put make up to make themselves look like a "girl"! So isnt it obvious that "she/he" is one of their kind? *Pukes!*

Next, an unknown guy tried to add me and i rejected his request coz he put his status as "Interested in relationship with men and women" O_o". But he just wun give up. He added me in msn instead. When I messaged him "who are you? and he replied "hihi i saw u on friendster so i just add loh"....eeeek! I felt like slapping his face! Then after that he continued asking things like "where do you stay?", "what am i doing"blah blah nonsense stuffs like as if he wanted to "JIO "me to be his "GF". Farked it man!

HE IS A GOD DAMN GAY LAH!

*Argh!!*

...and i complained to nigel that a gay tried to harrass me on msn hahahaha! and he said "its normal lah"....Maybe only him will feel "normal" coz he always kenna targeted mah hahaha.

I messaged jiao in the evening after knowing that his father had woke up after he had an accident and below are our conversation:

Me: Hey jiao, is ur father alrite now?

Jiao: He improved a lot...still haven fully recover...but better le...thanks for your concern ar....

Me: Oh thats great. I just found out from weng blog that ur father had an accident. Feel free to approach us for help if u need any okay? :)

Jiao: OK....give me $10000....Haha....No la....Thanks....:)

Me: Wah serious? U really need 10K arh? I dun have so much lah but i can lend u 2K if u really nid it.

Jiao: Wah so sweet of you...Thank you i really appreciate it....I dun need la.....If there is a need will be very thick skin and ask u...Haha...u enjoy urself

Her father is a nice guy lah....and good guys should be protected from all evils and harms dont they? :)



Monday, October 20, 2008 . 10/20/2008 10:25:00 PM

Omg...i couldn't believe mali actually rear a STINGRAY! The most amazing thing he did was putting the new bought stingray together with his arowana in the same fish tank! Hahaha Man...he is a weird guy and i wonder wouldn't "dey" fight? N what do they eat? Same food like crickets etc? Hahaha it really hard to imagine...when i ask him whether is he going to bbq and eat it once it get bigger, he said no. But i really doubt so. Who the hell would rear a stingray!?? except...he is going to bbq it one day like those uncle selling in Lao Pa Sat. *Slurps! Yum Yum!* Okay and that is final, mali is going to bbq his stingray and eat on the next Hari Raya! Lolz!


Mali New Pet >>> MR STINGRAY!

Notice anything strange about thsi stingray?

It is yellow! haha! Dunno wad mali fed it...must be curry....must be CURRY....and that is why it turned yellowish!

Wahahaha!

Sunday, October 19, 2008 . 10/19/2008 08:59:00 PM


These few days i have been thinking back of myself alot or should i say, i am self reflecting about my past & present, the things i did, people i encountered etc. First lets talk about career.

Over the years I am glad to say that i have GROWN up! Spending Years with the organisation has moulded me into a more matured thinking adult...they gave me a job...make me financial free...But, yet i am still not satisfied.

Maybe to most of you, you would probably think,

"Dont be greedy lah, It is sufficient already! Learn to be satisfied pls! "

but...right now.....i just dont know...i dont know when will all these last. In the past i have been yearning to be financial free because i really hope that i can chip in part of my pay to help my family tide over "bad debt" period. Now I did, and i am very grateful to the organisation for helping me achieving that but, right now at this very moment, I started questioning myself,

"what if i had decided to leave the place and do something else after i got my degree?"

"what if i didnt succeed outside? "

"What if things dont turn out to be what i had expected? Will i regret on my last decision?"

There are just too many "what if" popping in my head and how i wish i can just grab them all and throw into rubbish bin. Things are still okay for me until someone "high" up there mentioned about new policies going to implement soon, which means, new contract might be on their way soon. Maybe to some it is a good news...(woooo...an unbreakable ricebowl)....well....to me maybe it wasnt good at all. Thinking that i might be doing something repeatedly over and over again for LIFE isnt really what i want coz it will make me feel i am actually wasting my life. I dont want my life to remain there STAGNANT forever! I want it to be a vibrant one yet still able to make me financial free for life! *Praying sincerely to heaven*

Next trouble, "FRIENDS". For the whole day I have been browsing through all the pictures which i had took during my poly days and ns days...well...i really really really miss the good old times i had spent with all my friends. Be it wushu, classmates or friends i know outside, they simply rocks and they complete my life and i seriously miss them all! But there is someone...someone who will be ireeplaceable and that will be "her" i guess.

Well, I got to know "her" through a club years ago and yea..."She" is really a fantastic person with great personality and most importantly, she is supa humourous haha. (*DUN WORRY JUL, I AM DEFINATELY NOT REFERING TO YOU) hahaha. Back then alot of guys were interested in her, including my best buddy. In order not to spoilt our relationship, i actually had refrained myself from getting too close to "her" and had pretended to be the LEAST interested in her among all guys. But I had lots of fun being with her especially...yeah....only when with her only and i dont know why...the feeling just came by very naturally and just when i realised she was the "one", haha...she already had found someone she like and right now she has left for oversea study. If anyone ask me whether do i regret not telling her, i will still say,

"YES! and i regretted not doing so!"

At least by telling her will make me feel better rather then keeping it deep in myself for years.

But looking on the other side, nothing will turn out good if i were to confess back in 2 years time, coz back then i am still a poor chap with immatured thinking and maybe i feel too lowly to be with "her" or maybe worst, i am afraid to lose a special friend like "her".

Now both of us are attached with our own partner but who the hell knows who our lifetime partner would actually be. It is still very hard to say. Maybe the person in front of us might become our life partner and maybe not. Life has so many ups and down and i really have no vision on what lies ahead of me. All i wanted was a happy family, a beautiful wife, taking good care of them and also not forgetting to have career of my own choice which can last me throughout my lifetime. Simple isnt it?

This song, named "TRUE", was once her blog song and hereby i shall dedicate it to all of my potential readers...to "her" and also to my gf.....this song is a very meaningful song....enjoy people :)

Friday, October 17, 2008 . 10/17/2008 06:22:00 PM

Someone spoilt my day today....

Got a group of kids came forward to me and they wanted to know what time is it...

so they started with...

kid #1: "UNCLE! Xian Zai Ji Dian Arh?" (chinese)

The rest added on...

kid #2+ #3+ #4 : "What time uncle?" (English)

KNN!

In what way do i look like an uncle! And why must you people translate into 2 different languages just to make sure i understand? Yaya....i may look like an uncle to you but i am bilingual! If you people happened to mistook me as malay or any other races because of my skin colour, sorry, but I am 100% chinese! I am supa pek chek sia. Although this is not the first time that kids called me uncle but this time i really cannot take it. I am only 22....yet i am upgraded to senior citizen so fast...what an insult.

But anyway i had a surprise when i was withdrawing money from ATM just now. I wanted to withdraw $30 but in the end an extra $50 note came out! At first i tot i keyed wrongly but when i double checked with the receipt, eh, correct leh i only withdraw $30 but i dunno why extra $50 came out also lah haha! Shiokness 2000! *wink wink*

Thursday, October 16, 2008 . 10/16/2008 11:09:00 PM

I just now went to meet up with my gf opposite tiong bahru plaza, Kow and Tan Clinic. She said she is not feeling well so i accompanied her there to see doc and it was supa crowded! Man...if i have a fever, i will probably faint by the time my turn come but what to do, my gf like the doc there :).

It finally reach our turn after waiting for near 45 mins and when doc measure her temperature, sia lah...39.1 degree! She still look okay for me leh...like still very energetic and it was not really that "hot" when i touched her forehead. But never did i expect her temperature to be that high! So lesson learnt, always use thermometer to measure body temperature instead of using other people/your own hand to gauge your own temperature. After that, we went to herbal shop to buy some raw "Liang Tae" for her to cook at home and i cost me $4 for 2 packets + 1 free haha cheap rite?

We reach home at around 8 plus and i made her eat 2 bowls of porriage before asking her to take her medicine and go sleep. Haiz, just hope that she will recover soon and eat more bah coz i find her kind of "shrunk" in size and getting smaller as compared to my height and size.

At 9.45pm, i left her house and took a cab home....woot and i almost died on my way home. Not to mention, it is just another deed of a reckless cab driver. I really don't know how they get their vocational license. Didnt their company emphasize and inculcate the importance of putting their customer safety in the first place? Yet they still drive so recklessly. I guess it must be the F1 race that put them on "fever". Their TAO NAO really PAI KI and really cannot think. But one thing for sure, they will definately encounter accident sooner or later if they do not change.

And last word of advice for all taxi passengers, always sit at the back of the driver and dun sit in front side by side...just in case when accident happen...at least you won't fly out of the vehicle...but the person who drive will. :)

Nite!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 . 10/14/2008 05:14:00 PM

Today was a fairly bad day for me...

It regards my uncle after he went to collect his X Ray films from General Hospital...well...the result was really really bad. It seems like after months of receiving radiotherapy treatment still does not help to stablise his condition yet, it worsen. His cancerous cells have spread to his lungs and the doctor said he now only have 50-50 chance of living. Haiz...jia lat...now the main problem is we do not know how to picture the news to grandma when she asked us for the report.

Seriously...my heart ache for her...

Went for training at SP yesterday and it was kind of a last minute decision as zheng lao shi called and said he will come down personally to coach us, (me eugene ,tiong peng and fu tian) on the 3rd part ba gua. When i reached there, eugene told me actually is zheng lao shi told fu tian to teach us O_o". Sian1/2...dunno what is going on with my ears recently coz most of the time i failed to catch what other people are saying! *Dotz* haha.

I wonder, does any of you have the feeling of "isolation" by the juniors esp the year 1? The year 1's, GIRLS especially, they seems to be keeping a distance from me sia haha and i seriously dunno why! Was it because i am their senior or just someone whom they don't find familiar with? Maybe it was the second reason...or could it be something else like maybe they are just shy to see a supa dupa handsome guy like me??? Wahaha. Year 2...well, the feel is still not so bad except for a few guys who gives me the "Dao" face and i really feel like slapping them. I dont know whether is it because they practise dao shu for too long and therefore developed a "Dao" face or was it because they just want to act "cool", but at least response when i greeted you with a "Hi"! *slap!* As for year 3, haha no need to mention, we automatically clicked! Oh ya, wen qi was there yesterday too haha and she seems to be quite lonely too.

After training, tiong peng offered to send us home after treating me and eugene for supper at holland V. Heee....free meal...plus free ride home = shiokness 1000! Reached home quite early and the first thing i do was listening to ABBA songs. It is damn nice lor! I guess now the trend thing is to listen to oldies and i seem to pick up the interest after i watched MAMA MIA the movie. It was a pretty nice movie with great people acting like pierce brosan ( my favourite), dominic cooper, Meryl Streep etc. It is something similar to high school musical, a musical based movie, but i find it even more amusing then high school.

Below are some funny clips which i had found in youtube. Haha! What to do...today is my off day so i need to find something to kill time haha and a word of advice, it is supa hilarious!

Enjoy the show :)

DOOR IN / DOOR OUT STYLE


TIGER CLAW STYLE

DRAGON CLAW STYLE

HEART PAIN STYLE

SNAKE STYLE

MONKEY STYLE

Guys, can we create something like this also? I think it will be DAMN FUN!!!!

Lolz!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 . 10/07/2008 09:00:00 PM

Just came back home from bugis after i passed my transcripts to fabian which i had entrusted him to help me submit to evelyn for the entry of my desired degree course, BACHELOR OF BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION specializing in BTMICE (Business Travel, Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibition). Quite a long name isnt it? At first when i heard about the course, my first reaction was, woah cool! Specializing in Conventions and Exhibition sia! =p Frankly speaking, there isnt any private school offering this type of degree course in singapore yet and most of the schools now are only offering degree in Tourism and Hospitality and then followed by a big fullstop! All i can relate between Tourism and Hospitality are working as a tour guide in travel agency or work in a hotel. That is not what i want. I want to do something which is exciting!

All the while i am interested to be an event planner, organising roadshows and maybe near future F1 race etc. Right now finally have a school offering it, so no way am i going to miss the boat! For an info, it is a top french school established in france :).


Anyone who are interested may also visit this website http://www.pgsm.edu.sg/ .


After that...i took a train home...

because it was peak hour...so the train was supa packed with people...

with indians especially...

and there was an indian guy stood very close to my nose....

well... he dun smell but...

HIS HAIR WAS FULL OF DANDRUFF!!!

WTF! I guess he just dont like to use shampoo!*Puke*


Yesterday went online to order mass gainer haha...of couse with the recommendation from a friend of mine...but when the thing came, never did i expect it to be...



Such a BIG TUB!


And It Weigh 4.75kg!



And of course, it came with a shaker bottle haha.
Hahahahaha!
Give me 2 weeks!

And I am going to turn myself FAT!

SUPA FAT!!!!

Sunday, October 5, 2008 . 10/05/2008 10:27:00 PM

Today is another shagged day of mine...

Changed over duty early morning and first thing i was thinking was heading STRAIGHT home from site and REST! *ZzzZzz* Initially i thought of attending patrick class but i am too tired i guess and i just gave up the thought of going. Haiz, it has been 3 weeks i didnt attend his class already and i kind of miss his dancing style...his XXL shirt...his ugly cap (Which most of the MAT are wearing now) and also his botak head. Haha. And yah...forgot to mention all the pretty girls over too heeeee.

Had been activated last night due to unforeseen circumstance and it almost gave me a heart attack when the alarm sound. Man...i was about to slp and sitiuation just sat in like that haiz... sian 1/2....why am i so suay! Few days ago was damaging of equipment and also being accused of giving orders that it is okay to carry on doing blah blah thing. As for yesterday,again kenna activated *slap* Haiz...just wished that things will iron it out by itself.

Reached home at around 12pm and then after that watched MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 2 and SHOOTING CONDOR HEROS(New version 2008) until 3.30pm before heading for zhen lao shi ba gua zhang class. Yes....he once again opened a new class for a few of us and it consists of me, eugene, xiao long and other 2 new member. But this time round he is teaching us a new set ba gua routine, charging us $240/8 lesson. I remember the first time when he started the class, he only charged us merely $150, but rite now he had increased his pay near $100 difference! Woah....and i told eugene , "wah zheng lao shi charged us 7% GST + service fee sia". Although it is kind of "EX" but i still find it worth the money as he really put in his heart and soul to coach us. What to do....i really like his skills but i just hope he would not + another 7% next time.

After that i went straight to my grandma house for dinner. I realised my grandma legs are getting more and more swollen already and she seems to feel more painful when she walk around. Seeing her condition really aches my heart... but at least she is still considered healthy as compared to my uncle who had cancer in his nose. Sad sia...it is a fact that we singaporeans cant afford to contract any disease/illness. No matter how wealthy a person can be, he/she will still be broke one day just to get his/her illness cured. So it is better to get oneself prepared early by buying more essential insurance...especially medical! It doesnt matter wad kind of policy is it, regardless term insurance or Life, as long it protect my interests, i will take it. For myself i had started off buying a few policies and also heading into some investment as well just to get myself prepared for the future. As for how early to do all these, i would say as early as possible :)



Friday, October 3, 2008 . 10/03/2008 11:30:00 PM

WEeEeEeeE!!!!

People!

Yes!

Siang siang is back!

Wahahaha!


Wooo.......it has been ages that i didnt update my blog and it took me weeks to re-learn on how to blog, find blogskin, edit skin etc. Argh....blogging is tiring! Always have to think on what to type and sometimes even uptil midnight i am still typing! It can be addictive too and that is why i stopped blogging for sometime...well....for a very long time actually haha *bleah*

But i cant deny the fact that blogging do help people to put all their stress, agony here in words and it do served as a great place for people to relieve themselves n for myself too. *I am just too stress in my work too* haiz.

PS: Hey jul! After sooo many times of nagging from you, i finally revived my blog! Lolz *Slap!*

Hmmm....looks like most of the blog whom i used to frequently visit are DEAD too. But who knows...maybe one of these days when they are bored, they might think of reviving their blog? ; )

Now is 12am plus already... and it is time for me to slp already if not i would not have enough energy to work tml..yes...weekend duty again....haiz. WHY AM I IN REGULAR FORCE!!!!!!!

Took some pic on andy wedding yesterday and i am gonna upload here before i get some slp.

;)

From Left: Lao Zhu, me, Lao Quek & Louis


Louis finally showed his teeth after many snapshot haha


The man and his wife. Bai Nian Hao he!


Finally took a pic with andy.




Special thanks to my most respectable Staff Andy:

Thanks for taking good care of me when i first came in and you be blessed! May your wife take "good care" of you too! Haha but pls dun get too SHAGGED out when you get back to work ;). Wishing you Bai nian hao he!

~ifitimecanreverseiwillholdontoyouandnevergiveyoutoanotherperson~