Monday, December 1, 2008 . 12/01/2008 10:04:00 PM

A little update on yesterday...

As usual, I went shopping with my gf and this is practically what we normally do when we go out together, either shopping or watch movies...and we can repeat doing the same thing again and again for months! I know it sounds BORING, but what can we do? There really isnt anything much we can do here! It could be i did not explore much enough, but i really did tried my best to search for it already..

I even thought of cultivating "Common interest" but i find it rather difficult to achieve. She is so "shy" while i am so "buay hiao bye"...it is so hard to find something common between us. Normally i am very patient with her but not "always" especially when it comes to shopping and dining. She will ask alot alot alot of my opinion whenever she is in a dilemma in choosing the things she would like to buy. Example: If she were to come across a pair of shoes which she really like it but at the same time another pair also caught her eye, she will first ask me for my opinion. Gave her my opinion already, she will still ask me the same question again and then again and in the end, we walked out of the shop buying nothing. It is not because i am impatient with her for not buying anything, i get impatient is becoz of her "niam-ing" skill.

When it comes to dining, i am supa worried when we came to a particular restaraunt where more then 1 menu is presented to us. She will start to look and look and look at the menu until she become very confused and she will start asking me "which one taste nicer huh?" diao`...and i normally have to wait very very long for her to come to a decision on what to order! My point of view is....why not give it a try. If you dunno how it taste like, dun try loh and try something which looks more appealing to you. But if there is more then one thing which looks appealing then close ur eyes and choose lah if really still cant come to a decision.

Watched "LIFE TRANSFORMER" on channel 8 just now...and it really aches my heart coz each week, i will see different family facing their own difficulties in their own life....haiz....sometimes, life can be mean to us but on the other side, it mould us to become a better person.

Just hope that after receiving help from media corp will transform their life for the better and even better from what they are now...

God bless.

Saturday, November 29, 2008 . 11/29/2008 10:34:00 PM

Yesterday i was sitting in front of TV watching news and somehow or rather i got shocked by the news which had reported that a singaporean was killed in the act of terrorism in mumbai, India. Until today, the picture of the unfortunate singaporean was broadcasted on the news and it was a 28 years old female lawyer. She was so young and also quite good looking but death still insisted to take her away with him. Haiz...

TERRORISM MUST BE STOPPED!!!

May her soul rest in peace...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 . 11/25/2008 09:12:00 PM

Awww man...i am so upset that my end of year bonus is going to be cut by a MONTH! Supa heart pain....i was so CLOSE to taste my "fruit of labour" but, crisis suddenly sat in and getting worst day by day which made our "ah gong" had no choice but to cut bonus so as to save cost. Why...why must the crisis come into the picture at this crucial point of time...it is really a supa TURN OFF for me loh. I dun blame "ah gong" decision, in fact i think "they" did the right decision and if they dun do it this way, our country economy might get worsen and people will suffer more. But... i just cant stop myself whining about my loss lah! All are to blame the so called "business" people who spoilt market by contributing stupid acts and ideas in order to feed their own "ambitious".

I find that some people are really a pain in the ass. If you guys had visited my profile in facebook, you should be able to see what i had wrote for my current feel about the deduction of our bonus and seriously, i do not think i did anything wrong. I am just simply whining about my loss contributed by this economy crisis and why must they come in and gave farking comments like "If you think you sign on is becoz of BONUS..." , "You must be grateful that some people out there dun even get their bonus..." blah blah etc. They assumed i dun feel the same for the others working in private sector which i felt so UNJUST! As if my parents and friends are not working in private sector...in fact i know very clearly of their situation and i myself had also been through life in "private" sector before.

Yes, some may not even get their bonus but so what! why must they relate with peopel "outside"? I didnt MAKE any comments which says

"wah lao, bonus is worst then private sector" etc things like that!

Damn asshole....and one particular guy even related it with
" If you think sign on is becoz of bonus...."

I am supa PEK CHEK with people who said that to me regardless of anything got to do with the sentence" If you think sign on is becoz of blah blah blah". They are just too short sighted who assumed that the bunch of people signed on are just like HIM, who only signed on purely for the sake of $$! In fact, i realised they are so god damn insensitive to other people feeling and their words just simply throw my dignity down to the drain like that without even knowing the intention of mine!

I see each and everyone who made up their own decisions to do something are UNIQUE as they know best of what they really see in themselves. How could they anyhow summarise and deformed other peoples' intentions???

Next, i really find that some people in my working place are seriously sick in their mind. They simply do not think through what they are saying and just shoot BIG FONTS mails just for the sake of replying. Siao one leh.....for an example, there is a guy call "ah lao" who is very senior but when he send mails, he will always reply in supa big fonts like,

"I WILL SMACK YOU DOWN" ,

"I AM THE KING OF THE RING!",

"Even if i know i will keep my mouth shut coz there are some people who do not like it and will smack it down. But if i know i will SMACK back even harder!"

etc. I do not mind him doing that although i find it rather "hostile" , but i really have very limited idea of what he is trying to say! Farking ridiculous lah...and today he sent mail again saying, " Low, quain looks like you guys have underlying "QUANTUM OF SOLACE" issues need to be settled as foreseen by chen siang" . What the fuck got to do with QUANTUM OF SOLACE!!!!???? He really siao one leh....and whenever he replied things like that makes me feel so humilated. Farking no LINK to what i want to know from him at all! It is worst then CITY LINK! At least city link can link people to suntec but his words, i do not know where he can link it to! He also did send something else which is supa no link....but i cant recall wad is it haha and i gotta check my mail again.

And again, i find it really hard to work sometimes. They always encourage us to highlight and bring up issues which we identified but whenever we tried to do that, they will either bo chap, anyhow entertain you with few words or SHOOT your BACK with many many ARROWS! *Ouch* Sometimes i really feel demoralised....and i really really really need a TIME off from my current work and go somewhere FAR FAR away to unload my stress....but when i really need it, no one was with me...and they gave reasons like no $$.., no time.., busy.., haiz....sad sia....dunno when i will be able to travel far far away for holiday le loh......."F-R-I-E-N-D-S!"

Was it supposed to be spelt this way????

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 . 11/18/2008 06:08:00 PM

MY PKE IS FINALLY OVER!

Idiot!...Dunno who the hell came up with the idea of making us taking the PKE once in a year so that we can be "re-authorised" to continue doing things related to our own trade. Frankly speaking, i find the paper supa dupa lame. Although "tips" were provided (Approx. 800 qns) but it is still very stressful for me to absorb everything. 800 qns leh...it wasnt easy to memorise at all and while i studying, i cursed and swore "what the fark am i doing? as if doing well for this exam will get me a degree like that". But i have to pass it no matter what... if not it will affect my bonus. Haiz....ming ku arh....

I studied quite late yesterday night and felt bored so i went to my blog and thinking of updating it. When i entered, i saw a person name "JEWL" tagged a supa long msg on my chat box saying something bad had happened to sam and her friend over in New zealand. My first thought was "sure or not? Buy 4 D also not so zhun leh". She even left her contact there but i didnt bothered so i immediately called sam straight but, her phone was off! Gosh! Then my second thought flashed across my mind "Jialat! Seems like sam is really in deep shit!" I faster clicked around other people blog to see whether "jewl" got leave any similar msg not and she did!

By looking at the text makes me feel even more panicked and i decided to msg that "Jewl" to find out more and in the mean time also left msg to weng, jul who so ever that something bad seems to happen to sam. Until...late 10pm ++ jewl replied and below are our conversation,

Jewl: Eh. Not sure. But someone phoned to threaten her family. We are trying to find diana's family contact to see if both of them boarded the plane together at NZ. But we think it's a prank but nevertheless, still very worried.

Me: If i am not wrong they shld be back by today rite? I also did tried calling sam but her phone is off

Jewl: Coz just nice she last call her dad at 7 plus saying she's at the airport at NZ, the person phoned at 9 plus. After that, we cant reach her anymore. I hope she on the plane that's why it;s off. okok. Her flight touching down at 11.09pm. Soon

Me: I see. Do inform us if she is back

While studying, i waited around that time and tried to call her. The line got through but no one picked up and this made me supa worried until my fourth try...someone answered the phone and its SAM! lolz! I thought was the kidnappers answered the call but luckily NO. She was kinda surprised and asked why everyone was so anxious. By now she should know why already haha. From this incident, it shows how important to have good friends, dun expect more but 1 good one is enough, and make sure she/he is always around so that when things happens, at least that good friend of yours can help inform the rest and seek help :p. Really envy sam got such a great friend.

Next update, saturday 151108, it was my secondary Alumni Home Coming Cum Farewell Hi Tea. It was a planned reunion session for all ex manjusrians to come back and reunite with all the retired & existing teaching staffs before the demolishment of our school. The tea session registration started at 2pm, 3pm then started the Hi tea but i am almost late haha. While on my way there, Iris was on the same bus with me! Lolz! So surprised sia...she was also on her way there too and we chatted about her bro coz her bro also signed on and blah blah stuffs to kill time. Reach there at around 3pm sharp and as expected, still got alot people late and saw something was really out of my expectation, i saw alot "Old" faces which i never seen before came back and they seems to have graduated dunno how many batches ago one. Took alot of pics and i just let the pics tell what i had experienced...

Me & Ms Shirley Wong! She was used to be our head of prefectorial board and she led us very well to our prime esp for my batch! Lolz! She is still the same as last time....still so "sexy" but i wonder whether is she still single or married already. Well i didnt ask her but i expect the ans is still "single" haha! One special thing abt her i like is her MOLE on her face! damn sexy! And one more secret, she loves to flirt with me and chao yuan wahahaha!

Me and Yahui. Yup she came back for the alumni session and she is really tall! But skinny leh. Must be working in mediacorp too stressful and didnt really eat well i guess

Mr Azman! One of my fav teacher back then. He is damn nice to hug lah coz of his tyres around him haha. I used to call him nutty professor as he really look like one dont he? whaha! The first thing we met and said to each other is, "SIA LAH! IT is you!" *But does he really still remember who i am?* Lolz!

Aunty betty! Sia lah....this woman is the most legendary character which i must not miss out. She is my school care taker and she took care of almost everything within our school from logistic to cleaning etc stuffs. She is supa dedicated to ur school esp MDM HENG , our former principle and i really dunno why. She have 3 dogs...supa big DOGS and she even have a house built inside our school vicinity! Lolz! So shiok rite....but she really deserves such good treatment . I give my 100% respect for her!

Not to mention, Qiu Bin our singapore seagames taichi/wushu champion. My idol also. But he dont believe and make me feel like i am trying to carry his balls. *Eeek*

Me and Miao jun. Seriously, if she dun come back, i guess i will be the only one from my whole batch coming back. Haiz....*dunno wad happened to the rest*

Me and my rest of the seniors! Surprise that weibin and jery are from my sec? hahaha! But there are still more to be surprised of!

Me and Iris. Long time didnt see her and she has grown taller. Lolz.

This group of girls are DEMONS! They will go around and shout for me "prefect! prefect!" wherever i go. Argh....headaches...haha

Sen Yen, mr Teo and me. introducing Mr teo. He is my PE teacher last time and how i grow until so tall, all thanks to him! He is the one who made me play basketball and i jumped and jumped until today i finally reached my height of 183cm! Lolz!

One of our school building....and at night alot people say they see "strange" things. But i think is they think too much haha.

The coridor which led to my classroom. Awww....misss this path sia....

Surprisingly! Guo chuan is also ex manjusrian! Lolz!

This room holds alot of my memories! Whenever i break from recess or after school hour, i will come here and tok cork with the rest and if i am good, i will bring my books out and study haha!

Tata! My prefects' Room!

This pavementh led to aunty betty house! Saw that house at the very end? ahha. This place was once a hot spot esp when O level is near. Alot people will sit around and do last min revision.

The link way....

stephanie. One of the DEMONIC gang. Uptil now she still call me prefect! haha!

Staff pantry! Secret place which i never been before.

Ms Neo table! But where is she!

Staff room

Koi Pond. I used to throw a whole loaf of bread and fed the fishes lolz! It was a mini one but, i managed to attract a big swarm of them crowding underneath me loh! hee

Buddhist Hall. The place where we chant every once a week.

Missing buddha statue...

And we are too excited and so we.....

Jumped!!!!! Hahaha i love my pose!!

Our Old study block..(Super errie at nite)

This is how our classroom looks like

When we were young....haha

When we feel bored, table is our best spot to express our talented gift....VANDALISM!

Place where i used to dress up like cinderella!

Flag raising poles....plus parade square

Wooo looo corridor. *spooky sia*

KOI!

If people say this is ART, i will say this is vandalism!

I used to lead the reciting of pledge up here but i only did it once and never ever again all becoz of a bunch of monkeys down there tried to make me laughed...after that, i got BANNED from this spot!

My fav male toilet! lolz

All these things kept me motivated when i feeling down..

MDM Loh. She likes to wear sport shoes to match her long dress....something is very very wrong with her sense of fashion.

From Left: Rustin, Mrs Tan, me and miao Jun. Mrs tan is still so motherly looking.

We can bear to see the school demolished

Seriously, i dunno wad sen yen is doing. Lolz!

MRS YONG TAU FU! lolz! ah yah failed to snap her pic!

MAMA shop. Shop which all manjusrians likes to visit after school

Introducing uncle lee. Owner of this mama shop. I have been seeing him since i first stepped in the school at around 1999 and he is still there doing business even uptil now! Lolz! Miss him sia!

I simply love the stuffs h